JaniceS

i dont know how to live this new normal. we talk so much, we read each others journals, i hear what we all say. but i DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT ! depressed? i dont know. i dont think so. am on an...

Pappa passed away

hi to my dear friends pappa is still in ICU. i am tired i am very very tired. i havent been to see him for a few days, i just get choked up and sick going back into a hospital. i just cant do it. at...

thank you all my dear friends, for your great support.  pappa is not doing well, he has now developed pneumonia.  i just cant believe how doctors can be - "oh its no big deal really, we just drill...

my father-in-law is not in a good way. he is currently in ICU.  he is 89 years old, its not that death isnt expected when a person is so old. but it doesnt make it less sad or traumatic.he fell...

jarod is crying so much. he is weepy all the time, he reacts way overly sensitive if anyone, even a teacher, reprimands him. he can be wild, crazy, aggressive, plays rough. but if anyone looks at him...

hi all my dearest friends i have 2 angel dates for jessy, as she passed away on the 5th day of the jewish passover (an 8 day festival which falls around april but at a different time each year), and...

something to share about jessy      ....  she absolutely rejoiced in festivity. she wasn't aware of her disabilities, and had no awareness of anyone who looked at her funny, or what they thought...

oh my god, can it actually be a year already!  oh my god, i am so scared. i am vomiting again, and i am sick sick sick with grieving and longing.i cant believe its actually a year since jessy...

everythings so sore. i dreamed i was chasing after my dad's car screaming "daddy! daddy!" the pain was unbearable.so there he is on another continent now, and the stepmonster doesnt even CALL me for...

hello to my dear friendsi just wanted to share with you that im feeling a little better. i had a chat with my rabbi, i cried and cried and told him of the horrid things that came back to me about my...

thank you so much, my dearest friends, for you unbelievable love and support.  i feel like im dead. probably not just cos of my dad alone, but like you say, cos of everything. just one thing after...

to my dear friendsi dont know who to talk to.  i heard something almost 2 days ago, i talked to my family, but i am so numb i can hardly move. as you are all aware, my dad has left to australia....

to all my dearest friends whom i treasure so much THANK YOU for your kindness, and help, and most of all, for your non-judgemental understanding and advice to me. to let you know medically. they...

did you ever feel the trauma is so much that your brain cant even comprehend it, absorb it, didnt know WHAT to do with it?! part of what i didnt tell you all about my dad's leaving, is that my mom...