JaniceS

thank you to you all my very special friends, whom i know i can turn to ANY time of the day or night. thank you for your responses to my journal entries, for caring, for sharing.today i blew up at...

i'm sad today. very very sad. khaely, 11, has bipolar, i know that. jarod, nearly 9, so much anger. gone on for so long, doc thinks he might also have bipolar.and i do all i can for them, and tali,...

tomorrow, 25th Nomember, is jessy's birthday.  i have a family member, an older lady mother of 5, she always said that on each of her children's birthdays she bought HERSELF a present, becoz it...

still more for who will listen... after khaely's birthday which was 20 november, and the celebration to day....   on 24 november, which is tomorrow, is jessy's seven months to her ANGEL DAY. she...

hi, i have so much going on, i cant even think straight...  intense things... first of all khaely - my bipolar daughter, last year did not cope in a regular school (neither could THEY cope with...

i am feeling terrible terrible terrible today.  ive been doing well and been feeling so strong and helping so many people with so many things, and today i just broke. khaely my 10 year old, bipolar...

oh boy! its been nearly 7 and half months and its time for me to give jessy the honor of having a tombstone.  so it was all arranged, and this morning the lady selected, came to meet with us  to...

does it ever feel like everything's like a kind of movie, just rolling and rolling? since jessy died it feels like life is really but a fleeting passing of time.  i just look around at everything...

please can someone help me... from people who understand, i am told to deal with my loss of my jessy in MY way, in ANY WAY THAT I CAN, in order to get through it, in order to get through a...

today is 24 October 2008my jessy passed away on 24 April 2008 today is 6 monthsit feels like it was yesterday - that dreaded trip to the cemetaryit felt like such a long drive..... .... almost like...

hi to my friends i cried today. i sobbed today. we were invited out to friends for lunch. i hated it. not because of them. because of me. it was as if i were taking all the energy and power i had to...

hi all today is my birthday, i am 42. its weird - my first birthday without jessy here, shrieking and shouting with joy, and wanting to blow candles out 20 times, and singing happy birthday again...

hi to all my special friends -'hows this for a real real laugh tomorrow is my BIRTHDAY!  on my profile i wrote i am 42, i thought i was 43 tomorrow, but my mom and husband just worked out that im...

hi to you my friends. i am feeling so depresseddepressed that jessy was ever brain damageddepressed that jessy was disableddepressed that jessy is deaddepressed that Khaely has bipolar i am trying...

hi to all my dearest friends, whom i cherish so much, and who have welcome me so warmly to this group, and befriended me. just wanted to say hi and a bit of whats happening. this morning my father...