JaniceS

hello to my dear friends 2 days ago was 24 Feb, exactly 10 months since jessy's parting.  as you all know, jessy was very ill, and during the weeks prior to her death, i knew she was going, but...

today i heard jessy, and it was the most wonderful sound. but i REALLY heard her, in the house, like i could always hear her when in another room. i ran around looking for where the sound was coming...

hello to my dear friends went to the hospital, had whole lot of tests for the last 2 days, and will be having more next week... Thank G-d im not dying like i was afraid of!!! it seems there are a...

to my dearest friendsi think that since jessy died in april last year, i have been trying so hard to be strong, and be there for my other kids.  sure i know i cant just hold it all in, and of course...

thank you all for taking the time to read my letter to jessy with the insight you had.  there is something i want to share with you all.  the grief we dont know what to do with, and then the guilt...

my dearest angel jessy i hope you are enjoying being with Hashem, and being with all the most precious angels, all the neshomas that are as perfect as you.  how you so deserve to be with Hashem,...

thank you so much to you all  my dear friends.   i have so much faith, and i still stand by, and always will, my knowledge that jessy is safe and being protected by G-d, whom she is with. i know...

i feel scared. im just scared. i want to hold jessy. where is she really?i just feel scared

hello my dear friendsas we enter into february, i am feeling frantic, and shaky, as april draws nearer. 24 April will be ONE YEAR since jessy's passing. i cannot cannot cannot believe it. i think...

hi to all my dearest sistersi dont know what i would do if it werent for you, and it touches me so very deeply that you are there, and that you CARE so much, and that you are all so warm and loving...

im sad, im so sad.i want to write to you, my friends.im sad about so much that is going on im my life.im sad because i want to get off my chest the "what if's"i have so much bottled upi was so upset...

thank you all for being so kind and gentle with me, you are really amazing. today the kids started the new school year.  tali is 5 and is in the final year of kindergarten, which is age appropriate...

little things happen a lot. today i was at a shopping mall, and was trying to pay for the parking card. the kids were fighting over who was going to get the coins out of the machine. and the 3 of...

hello to my dearest, dearest friends i am having such a dilemma, and i just dont know who to turn to.  the pain, of course the pain. its been just over 8 months now since jessy died. i havent cried...

what is wrong with me?!i was doing so well. i know we go through phases, but mine seem a bit dramatic and it scares me to death.when i feel good, i feel real good and think i can help so many people,...