JaniceS

Hey guys... as you know i haven't been on for some time, and i wrote a journal recently, and THANK YOU for the responses... it helped so much you have no idea!Now i'm totally confused with how this...

My dearest friendsI have no right to call you my friends as i have not been a very giving friend as of late. it's been a long time since i've collected up enough energy and strength to come here...

dearest friendsi see my last entry was December 09, more than 4 months ago.  I'm not sure why exactly i didnt write in for so long.  i think i've been trying to find a way to live life, trying to...

my friends, i need help.  i'm sorry. at times i am strong, and i can give such insightful and helpful support.  but right now i need help... . . .  i am anxiety stricken.  i cant believe jessy...

hi to all my dear friendsi cannot believe i havent written for so long.  for one, there was so much talk and excitement about the get together holiday some of you were planning, that i almost felt...

hi to all my dear friends. i havent written in for a long while. i check in often, but havent been too active.  i went into a deep dark depression. something SO hard to get out of.  ive battled,...

over a month since ive written. dont know why. think brain overload.i am grieving so deep for my jessy. i cant believe she was 12 when she died, and this november she would have been 13. i keep...

hi to all my dear friends i just wanted to say you are all in my thoughts all the time. i havent been "active" lately on here. i am so deeply depressed. i am sad. after just over a year, the reality...

i dont know how to live this new normal. we talk so much, we read each others journals, i hear what we all say. but i DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT ! depressed? i dont know. i dont think so. am on an...

Pappa passed away

hi to my dear friends pappa is still in ICU. i am tired i am very very tired. i havent been to see him for a few days, i just get choked up and sick going back into a hospital. i just cant do it. at...

thank you all my dear friends, for your great support.  pappa is not doing well, he has now developed pneumonia.  i just cant believe how doctors can be - "oh its no big deal really, we just drill...

my father-in-law is not in a good way. he is currently in ICU.  he is 89 years old, its not that death isnt expected when a person is so old. but it doesnt make it less sad or traumatic.he fell...

jarod is crying so much. he is weepy all the time, he reacts way overly sensitive if anyone, even a teacher, reprimands him. he can be wild, crazy, aggressive, plays rough. but if anyone looks at him...

hi all my dearest friends i have 2 angel dates for jessy, as she passed away on the 5th day of the jewish passover (an 8 day festival which falls around april but at a different time each year), and...