UNVEILING TOMORROW

i cant believe that tomorrow is only a few hours away, and then jessy's tombstone will be unveiled.  i watched the video tonight, of her last few hours. i just cant believe she's not here anymore. tomorrow is going to be a hard hard day for me. but i have been blessed with family that really care about me. my sister is out from Canada, and the other from Israel, to see my dad AND for the unveiling of jessy's stone.  so all my immediate family will be there tomorrow and that will be very special. deep down though, i feel this is such a lonely and painful journey, and do any of them really know my pain. no, and i guess i cannot expect them to, that would be unfair. each of us in life have our own pain, and we can be there for each other, thats what its all about.  so i pray for you to be thinking of me and jessy tomorrow and i pray to G-d to give me the strength to get through the day, and thank you to all of you for being such precious friends. all our love, jan and jessy

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Have a gentle & peaceful day - I will be thinking of you...Hugs, Ann
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Janice, I know it was a hard time when I saw my son\'s stone for the first time. The finality was so prevalent. However, we are all so unique and you may have a good day. You and Jessy will be in my thoughts for sure. Love to you friend. Robin
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I hope that you find the strengh and peace to get through the day. thinking of you love Robyn
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I believe you found the strength for you are a strong woman. This is a very tough journey, and you are right they won\'t be able to fully understand. That is something you should be grateful for, for in order for them to understand they would of had to of buried a child as well. That they are there for you, trying to understand, and support you is wonderful. I don\'t know if it will ever seem \"real\" completely. I still have days where I pray, beg,think.....I must be in a coma, a nightmare, & when I wake up I\'m going to never let her go again!! I\'m praying that you will find peace and healing, and that you know that we walk with you in this journey. Love & hugs Janice
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i hope it went well as can be expected. i\'m so sorry you have to go through this. i\'m praying for you. love and hugs, meg