The person I can be with, I can't be with. The only person I really kissed, held, messed around with and stuff since my ex, was my ex...but he was and is still with his girlfriend...and he swears he wasn't using me, but Idk. Whatever the case, it's over. We aren't friends anymore. He let me go finally, because he wanted to work it out with her. He always puts more effort in girls other than me. But it's fine. I was a good girlfriend. In spite of everything I've been through, I loved him. He lead me on for years...but it's over. I want to move on. I may not have any options right now, but I'm staying hopeful that I will be dating soon :)
 
Oh well. Enough venting about the past, and I am going to keep pushing forward to my better future :D