Why does it matter?

What's so bad about anorexia anyway? Who cares if I don't eat enough. Who cares if I restrict? it saves on money and I'll lose weight. Who cares. I'm still eating even if I restrict. I'm actually overweight too, so my body has enough protein to use even if it doesn't get enough from food. I went for years with no one saying anything, not really...so why did I have to let it slip last school year! Even if I do eat, I want to restrict at least a little! I want to be the size I want to be! But I promise I will stay content if I can just get back to a size 8. I'll be content. I'll try harder to stay content.