gimmestrength2008

well, son got some new internet so i am back. we have been having a time here. things are going better w/ son a little. ive had to do alot of yelling and checking him wenever he gets out of line. i...

i am at aunts house. our internet went off last week, supposed to be back on on wed, ya right. anyways, went to clayton today w/ joanna and don. its sooo hot here. we are having a heat waive thats...

well, thats it sonny  passed away at about 1.30 p.m. today. at least he isint in pain anymoore. went to see landlord today w/ son. of course he was dressed like a bum. i cant beleive the things he...

well, i should have never came ove. everyone is so tense and sleep deprived they are fighting realy bad. uncle could linger for many days. i dont know how much moore of this cn be taken. im so sorry...

well, ive allready had to get on him many times. its going to be a struggle. i dont know what to do. i know i have to stick to my guns. he is fighting me every step of the way. i have to treat...

well, it was nice while it lsted. son comming home sometime today. dont know when of course. god forbid id get a heads up. i think he is nervious also. he knows he has done wrong by me, he has to as...

well, im up so i thought id write a little now. the service will prob go off tommorow. kinda realy nervoius about tommorow. j didnt call me like he said he would, oh well. its b,s bday today. hope...

well. its saturday evening, son comes home tommorow. his bus leaves around 1 p.m. im getting nervouis and deppressed in advance. uncle is not doing good at all. didnt leave house at all today. want...

well, its saturday. son comes home tommorow. got up early so i can enjoy my last day by myself. i hope i realy dont have to go anywere. want to call and check on aunt, and i dont. i figure they will...

well, i feel so alone right now. cant get my oldest son to answer my calls or call me back. uncle could die any day. its sooo sad over there. i took her to do some things today. im sunburnt and very...

ya know, my uncle is dying and im still at aunts house. her and her doughter are crying i cant cry. people think i have no feelings, but i do, i just can not cry. i have no moore tears in my head. i...

well, ia am at my aunts house. her husband is dying. had to go to thrift store to gert him a siut jacket. its sooo hot out and my hot flashes are worse than ever. ate all kinds of candy and cookies...

well, its thursday. i only have two moore days till son comes home. im so scared about it. im going to have to be so strong. i dont knwo what to do. going to make ANOTHER contract for him, but i HAVE...

well, just got back from boyfreinds house. it was soo hot out here. im sooo glad to be back home. we allways end up fightning. i cant do anything right wene im out there. i feel like a second class...

well, im up and its only 8 a.m. i dont know why i dont go back to sleep. im having some cofee in my very clean apartment. i relay like it when its clean. going to reay try this time. i will have to...