last day

well. its saturday evening, son comes home tommorow. his bus leaves around 1 p.m. im getting nervouis and deppressed in advance. uncle is not doing good at all. didnt leave house at all today. want to enjoy my apt alone for one last day. wow i sound like a prisener who got a little break. i might but i know not be over reacting i know im not. finnaly got ahold of oldest son. supposed to call me at 6 p.m. i told hsi wife about probs w/ bro she said she would talk to him about talking to his bro. they are not close. i want them to be. he is such a good influeince on him. his freinds just want him to go out drinking w/ them all the time. i know            he has been drinking lots moore even out here. everyone drinks alot there. its lkgoing to be something. have to sit down and acually write all the rules ldown. then get a klcopy. ok, internet will probly only be on till midnight. he dint pay the bill and i wont. so, hopefully ill be able to get back on here tonight... ok, moore later hopefuloly...