gimmestrength2008

well. here i am again.son just went out of course. we fought again as ussuall. he is sooo spoiled. he just makes me so mad i cant see strait. i have to getr a handle on my anger., its bad and it...

well, i got up early today. got ready and went to shrink. then went to wallmart. spent a little money that i cant afford. but oh well. paid my rent yay. wasgoing to go to ymca, but got tired. going...

well, i have been busy today. i got up early and went and VOTED yay for me. b.f came over last night and i got my meds and cooked donner. i have been sleeping soo much i had to do something. i didnt...

well, here i am again. son working again for the polls. yay. nefew dictched him doesnt want to do all the walking. son doesnt have that option. he needs the money. he will prob work tommorow and...

well, im going to try this again. had whole entry and then this kicked me off  AGAIN. getting pissed at this thing. dont know what doing wrong. its so sensative. ok, no card game tonight. son is...

well, im going to try this again. had whole entry and then this kicked me off  AGAIN. getting pissed at this thing. dont know what doing wrong. its so sensative. ok, no card game tonight. son is...

stupid computer wont let me sign out. bad computer very bad bad baD

stupid computer wont let me sign out. bad computer very bad bad baD

well, this thing keeps going off while im making entry. not good so ill make it short. left house finnally today. got eyebrows done. started w/ the corn starch for the rash son is going to work this...

well, this thing keeps going off while im making entry. not good so ill make it short. left house finnally today. got eyebrows done. started w/ the corn starch for the rash son is going to work this...

well, ive been on here for a while. need to cram myself into some pants and go to store. its cold out so i have to were long pants. none of my last yrs fit me of course, so i will were the jogging...

well, found card for nail place. going to go tommorow. going to take aunt to get her pain meds also. still sooo very tired. have to go get something to eat. going to probly eat cereal again, or maybe...

well, i just got out of shower,finnally washed hair. i used some better hair dye this time so it doesnt come out on the towel and clothes as bad. that stuff i used lasrt time, im lucky my hair didnt...

just had a big old honkin hot flash. had to put the a/c on. supposed to go to aunts house today, bet i dont. need to clean house and shower, hope i do at leaste the shower. tryed to clean a little...

well, here i am 9 a.m. on sunday. allways get up early sometimes. had bad night, was up alot to change shirts, a/c, etc... just another night in menapause hell. i feel so alone in this thing. havnt...