back to the cool air.

well, just got back from boyfreinds house. it was soo hot out here. im sooo glad to be back home. we allways end up fightning. i cant do anything right wene im out there. i feel like a second class citacen there. he actually said that his uttilities go up wene im there. i cant beleive the thinngs he says to me and that i let him get by with it. i font know how much moore i can take between him and son and dying family members, i feel like ive gone tottaly insaine. i feel like i need to be put somewere. my future looks very bleek. sont know how much longer im going to let him treat me this way, i know heis in mourning, but give me a big fat break allready. ok, moore later. i have 5 moore days till son comes back. i am so hot. its about 90 degrees outside. hot flashes are just horrible. ok, moore later...