everyone is crying here.

ya know, my uncle is dying and im still at aunts house. her and her doughter are crying i cant cry. people think i have no feelings, but i do, i just can not cry. i have no moore tears in my head. i think everyone thinks im a cold fish. im not, im detached. very. cant get ahold of j of course. its very frustraiting to be like this and everyone else is balling like babies, and i got nothin. oh well, moore later if i can get on at home. maybe...