computer actually working today

well, i feel so alone right now. cant get my oldest son to answer my calls or call me back. uncle could die any day. its sooo sad over there. i took her to do some things today. im sunburnt and very sad. ive got tonight and tommorow and then son comes home and the real fun starts. i dont feel very good today. going to clean place top to bottom so wene he gets back he can see how it looks and that i want it to stay this way. its hard for me to clean and im so proud tthat i cleaned all by myself. its only the illusion of clean, but ill take it. feel bad because im so detached i realy dont knwo what is going on anymoore. im so confused. havnt ate anything yet. very bad. oh well, moore later hopefully. ok, by for now...