gimmestrength2008

well here i am with my best friend, this web site. ive been pretty bad lately. havnt even been able to put thoughts together enogh to write in my journal. its very hard to type wene your fingers wont...

well, here i am another month has gone by and i am no better. if anything im alot worse. going to get a female exam tomorow. son is again talking about leaving for gorgia. supposed to be going...

just went to see my new psyciatrist. dont know yet about anything. all me and don do is fight. we never talk, he will not get a job. keeps saying he is leaving, but it is not going to happen. hes...

just went to see my new psyciatrist. dont know yet about anything. all me and don do is fight. we never talk, he will not get a job. keeps saying he is leaving, but it is not going to happen. hes...

hello, my son is going away for a while and taking his computer with him. i wont have a computer anymoore so i wont be able to get on here anynmoore. thanks to everyone who ive made freinds with, i...

well, he left with a new girl he has been talking to online. hes supposed to be back tommorow night. i realy hope he has a good time. i know i am. boyfreind coming over tonight to spend the night....

well, i dont know what it is with me especially latly. at first wene i first lost my job, i realy had way moor confedence than i do right now. i feel  just horible. i feel like a peice of old...

wekk, i did a workout video yesterday night. didnt do anything yet today./ going to go do some light yoga if i can think strait...

i dont know what is happening to me. i am so mad today i cant see stait. have a job interveiw tommorow and i dont even want to go. i hate my life so bad. now it is raining, like i need moore things...

well, here i am at my favorite place. took son to get his shot today and the dumb car overheated. it has never done that before. we just barely made it home. so glad we made it. hope i didnt kill the...

i am so nervoius today. boyfreind coming over have to ask him for moore money. i dont like this at all... will get on here tomorrow night wene i can stay on for a while.. by for now.

well, i think i have finnally lost my mind al together. i have put off everything and now it is all crashing in around me. i dont have a job yet. realy havnt been looking very hard, now all the bills...

well, i completed a entire workout video. i am very proud of myself. my life still sucks, but i am dinda happy that i got threw this one. im going to hurt tomorow. making a pot roast also. hey im...

ok, im back on for a little wile. son is at his one day a week job, so i have  a few hours. i am at a lose as to how to go about even talking to him anymoore. of course, i said the wrong thing again...