gimmestrength2008

well, i just did about 10 min of very light yoga. i feel pretty good that i did it finnally. dont feel too sick. did very light, dont want to get hurt, so hard with all this extra weight. but i did...

well, i just took m to work. he didnt even bother to shave. wene i called him on it, he said, well there trying to get rid of me any way. i just dont know wat im going to do. if he losses sthis job...

well, i just took m to work. he didnt even bother to shave. wene i called him on it, he said, well there trying to get rid of me any way. i just dont know wat im going to do. if he losses sthis job...

well, its about 9:30 pm. he is still at work. thats a good sign. i feel so bad for him. if he could find his way, obviously, im no help. just still so upset about all this i cant think of anything...

just took son to work. he only gets two days this week and they only have him schedualled for one day next week. they are trying to get rid of him and he knows it. his buddy he works with told him...

well, i made i t back home. i'm so glad to be here. maybe thats why i got so sick, just being away from my enviroment. i know nefew didnt realy want me there. i dont balim him. i didnt want to hang...

ok, she will be taking me home pretty soon then i will be there. im so glad. just know son hasnt left apt or checked the mail. hope the cable works..... will get back on here probly on sundaay... ok,...

ok, so i took my xanex mornig dose. should stop shacking in about 10 min. going home today. hope everything is allright there. of course son never called me not once. hes been online the whole time....

well, its about 10:39 am here at sis house. its so quiet here. called in my xanex refill, will be ready wene i get there. i get so nerviuos wene i have to get my meds its so funny. its like something...

well, its about 10:39 am here at sis house. its so quiet here. called in my xanex refill, will be ready wene i get there. i get so nerviuos wene i have to get my meds its so funny. its like something...

well, it went good with  phone call. i know he wants me to go to his mommys house this weekend, oh no, can i handle it, dont think so. good thing im getting my xanex tommorow. hope he doesnt forget...

ok, so i have to call dn at 9:30 about 10 min away. im trying to be calm wene i do call maybe it will go better tonight, hope so . i at leaste feel a little better today. not so nausios. wish i could...

well, its wed. i made it threw the night. im so out of my elimate here. nefue still sleeping. its so quit here. so far not too sick. took the anti nausia pill just to be safe. need to start cleaning...

well, her i am again. i just took my nightly xanex. will feel beter in a little while i hope. its getting late here. i wish i felt better. i dont know how to act, i can get on this all i want to, but...

i realy dont know why he has to be so mean to me sometimes, im just trying to get through the day, dont need his little comments. i know i have to get a job. he doesnt have to tell me that. ever...