gimmestrength2008

well, its friday night. ive been sick for days. feel a little better. need to get out of thes house tonight. its supposed to rain this weekend of course. sis will take me to the store, but i dont...

well, its friday allready. the weeks seem to go by fast. i am still not feeling good at all. still have this cold. son was gone wene got up, been sleeping most of the day. my back is killing me from...

well, i knew i wasnt alone. i went to my little group, tv addiction, and to my surprise, someone else has posted something. i knew icouldnt possibly be the only one. so now ican go tho the group...

well, son came home and was here for a while, then he went out. of course. i should have known. he realy cant aford it. he is just like me wene iwas young unbfortunatly. he has that addictive...

well, i cleaned their house  up a little. found some poop i didnt see earlier, so been cleaning. ready fo a shower and then a nap. hope nobody wants me to go anywere today. its a beautifull day out....

well, i guess i ahve to write entry. got lots of walking yesterday, but went to bbq, and ate some. got up and came here and walked butters. now i need a nap. have to come back tonight to feed him...

well, here i am at my aunts houe. she is very sick. im so knowing im going to get what she has. i relay didnt want to be here. i wish one of her doughters would come and take care of her. i just know...

well, its been a while sence ive been on here. ive been very depressed and down. now i just found out that my colesstorol is sky high.its realy no wonder the way i  sit around and eat like jaba the...

well, we went swimming today. yay i left my car windows open and it stormed bad. im sooo sick of rain. im soo ltired they were out of my ciggerettes again. sis was going to buy me some w/ credit but...

well, alert the media, i finnaly went to the ymca w/ my aunt and we swam. i am sore so i think i did a lot. washed my hair. FINNALLY. think i was aprocting a record. took me 45 mins to shower i dont...

here i am at my aunts house. we are supposed to go swimming today. but then they came and got her. so i am here by myself. i realy want to go swimming but i hope it realy happens. i wish i wouldnt...

well, had big fight w/ son again. he just makes me sooo mad. i am very proud that he is in colledge and doing so well, but the no job thing. he has been lying to me about how much he soesnt have. im...

well, i finnally went to pool w/ my aunt. im so fat, my suit doesnt even fit anymoore. i feel tired but good. its going to take a long time to loose this weight. i am so shy and backwards, dont want...

well, im back home. son went out with his freind. so i can get on here for a short time. moniter is flikkering. dont know what that means, but its kinda scarry. ya he went out. going to b.f.s...

well, no swimming today. went to aunts house and to grannys house and picked out some stuff. its just too hot over there. im soo hot, i cant even stand it. i wnat to go home so bad. at aunts house...