at aunts house

well, i should have never came ove. everyone is so tense and sleep deprived they are fighting realy bad. uncle could linger for many days. i dont know how much moore of this cn be taken. im so sorry i even came here. i think im making it worse by being here. i feel funny about leaving.siser supposedly on her way. this is very hard for me. im not helping and prob making things worse. i just dont know wht to do. cant wait to get out of here. the only thing i can do is get on here. dont want anyone to see ehat im writing. im just so nervoius allreaky, and then this on top of it all. i canat be here. oh ha boo hoo, like i got it so bad. we are the GUILTIEST family ive ever seen. i think we get it at birth, like a boulder on your shoulders, and ya its for LIFE. so i am praying for some moore strenght. ok, hope i dont get anyone else mad at me. i cant do nothin right. have to take son to landlord tommorow. having many issues w/ him allready. have to make a cantract up tonight. the only peace i get is ;late at night w/ my vcr tapes and my tv, and wene im asleep, if im awake., im in pain mental of course. oh well, by for now....

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annieheart
annieheart

Sounds like you had a rough day.Hang in there.