two moore days

well, ia am at my aunts house. her husband is dying. had to go to thrift store to gert him a siut jacket. its sooo hot out and my hot flashes are worse than ever. ate all kinds of candy and cookies last night before sleep. im so sick today. i wish i wouldnt do that. waiting for an inspection on her car and then going to dmv. woo hoo. this computer is so fast. i love it. sons computer is acting up and its so slow. ya i got today and tommorow, then son home AGAIN. cant even get oldest son to call me. i feel so alone even wene im with people. im so detached, its pathetic. ok, maybe some moore later. thats it for now. hope i dont get too sunburnt today. i dont know what im going to do, but i have to be strong. god, please give me some strenght please i pray to you. in jesus name, please take care of my poor aunt. she is an angel. im so sad for her. there is so much sickness and death in this family. its just so sad. ok, by for now...in jesus name, AMEN