In have to share this with all of Daily Strength.The answer was just underneath my face and all these months I have been complaining.I qualify to host a foreign student! I called The University of Washington and have been really busy.I have been busy cleaning and rearranging the house and believe me I feel so much better.I have got a garage that I dont use and since my cassette player and cd player broke I am putting all of my music in storage.I cant play them and it would be silly of me to have them laying around.The CDS are in a drawer by me cause they were given to me by Brad and moisture could help them.I found all of Brads medals that he won in high school and he was really a gifted athlete and he had a lot going for him.How many times do we hear fo someone who was real outstanding in high school and in college who just didnt make the grade because of alcohol and that devil of drugs? He had it all.I put the medals and trophy in the kitchen.I no longer find the 45 cats...I cant afford it..but the neighbors of the my old neighborhood have called animals control about the strays and these cats were sick.One of them was real sick and nasty.She has cancer and was in a lot of pain and there was no other option for my candy.Candy is now in Rainbow Bridge with Tuffy and Tooey.But sophie the black and white cat is now in foster care because she had the 8 kitten and a few did not survive.Sophie may be adopted into a loving family.A little boy who wanted a cat saw Sophie and promised his mother if he helped around the house and got good marks and now he is a better student.He loves Sophie and she loves him.He made a bed for her in his room and is a different little boy.Children need to be taught that animals heal.This little boy is unique because he is afraid of dogs and Sophie is teaching him to love again.Another cat the orange cat is now being adopted.She didnt have any diseases and such..No one wanted her 6 months ago..now a loving family has her.She has got a companion cat 2 years old and they are buddies.My dish washer is now fixed.My next door neighbor fixed it and today we re going to call the University about the status of my appliaction.I cant wait to have a student here.The University will pay me .I will get 750 a month and riqht now I am looking at recipes on the internet and I have learned to use the stove again.Brad hated my cooking and he would dio it all.I made chickien the other day and it turned out pretty good.I took chicken breasts and breaded them,under neath the chicken I put stewed tomatoes.I love tomatoes.under top of the chicken I put cream of mushroom soup and chili.......and i put onions and baked it 375 for half an hour and it came out good,DS! I have cleaned out all of my Brads room and I gave away Brads clothes..I have only kept one,one article of Brads and I am having a garage sale and I am selling all of Brads stuff and I feel good.There is help available and one cat is better to have then to feed 45 cats and i will never forget my cats.As for the man with the 14 year old boy...I no longer see him as severe problems have arisen.He developed a distaste for school and cut for
45 days and went to play video games.His father is still working a lot of hours and it totally ignorned him and this is sad.As for me,I am learning the art of conversation.There is alot to talk about and one of my favorite exhibits is coming to seattle.I am going to see King Tut again and my life has been renewed because there is help available.Someone asked me this sensitive question...."WHere was God during that massacre?" And they were asking about it because they lost someone in it and I replied"Why are people and ministers blaming God for that massacre?" It was the work of a very unhappy employee who just fired and noone knows the reaction people will have when they are fired for it will give them a set new problems.This man had a lot of problems and for some reason did not seek help for his anger or rage.To blame other people for firing is silly.To shoot people you dont know is even sillier.This individual was sick,.So lets blame him and what he felt was the reason for his firing like I said.God was there I told her.GOD WAS ON THE SIDE OF THE VICTIMS.AND WHAT DID HE DO? HE sent grief cou ncilors and people to talk to the victims families.He sent police officers and other trained personnel and he sent the media to cover the story because a lot people who have been fired lately have blamed others an d it has
erupted in violence.Lets reach out to others and I have learned something.I have learned the 9th step of Emotions Anoymous.You must ask forgiveness if you have offened people and forgive yourself and once you forgive the action will free you and I have forgiven Brad..because I knew he was sick and he loved me but he saw this as the only way out of his addiction and it came a nasty price.Try the recipe that I made up and serve it to your family and do remember we are here for each other and lets be good and kind to each other and remember this --when you are down..help is available and students are returning to school September 1st and I would look into the housing at the local universiyt.I have to go now..Kramer just woke up and I feed her twice a day now and she is doing better.Kramer didnt like the other cat.Thats all thanks a lot.Vader.