kayrl

Man I can’t wait till basketball is over so that way I can not eat and not have to worrie about people finding out or asking questions and I can cut whenever without people finding out for asking...

You AreLost in the people you’ve become, you feel your body growing numb.Each character killing the person you thought you were.Each character is a piece of whom you wish to be.To be anyone then...

Well not to much has been going on.  Just been enjoying Christmas break! I had a scrimmage today, we played 4 games man I was tired after all that! Well this boy and I have been talking a little I...

well i couldn't fine the razor i usually cut with but i had 3 extra razors so i just used one of them. i'm mad at myself for giving in. i haven't cut for 3 months i think. oh well it felt good. i'm...

UGH I’M PISSED!!! I’M SOOOO PISSED!!!! I lost my fucking razor!! Ugh!!!! UGH!!!!Dam it!!!!! I want it soo bad, I need it right now ugh!!! When I got the new bed I had to make sure that my mom...

Things have been going fine, except for a little bit ago. I found out that mason is having a girl. I’m excited to be an aunt and to be an aunt to a niece but I’m not excited about mason having a...

Ugh today was not a good day. It was all fine until 4th hour when I found out I couldn’t perform tonight in swing choir AND I wont be able to play on tomorrow’s game. Ugh I about shot someone. I...

Wow I was really tired today. I about feel asleep in every class but I didn’t cuz I couldn’t. I never went to my counselor….can’t remember if I told you guys’ that or not. But anyways I’m...

I didn’t go to my counselor. We had a two hour delay and I didn’t feel safe driving that far if I didn’t know how the roads were up there. And any way’s she was sick and had to cancel her...

I wish I was good at school. I wish I cared about my school work right now. I’m failing one class and it hurt’s me to know I’m failing a class but I just can’t bring myself to do better....

i'm sad, i'm tired, i'm depressed and this all sucks. i just don't feel the urge to do anything all i want to do it lay around and do nothing. i wish i could do that. i'm sick and i don't want to go...

Laying fast asleep in my bed, with dreams a flight in my head. I feel him on top of me, my plane fastly descending. He try’s to get inside of me; I clench my legs tightly! I pry for him to be gone;...

Well this weekend has been crazy. I had state drill team this weekend and it was fun but we didn’t do good. Ugh out dance I thought went pretty good. It felt good and such but we only got a...

OMG!!! i didn't have my meeting today!!! oh i'm soo happy but not. it's next friday not today. ohhh i was soo sick last night because i thought i had it but at like 10:30 i found my app. card and it...

This is really long just to let you know I just needed to kind of get it all out I guess.   I have a meeting with my counselor tomorrow! I’m so scared. I don’t want to go. My body has been...