I didn’t go to my counselor. We had a two hour delay and I didn’t feel safe driving that far if I didn’t know how the roads were up there. And any way’s she was sick and had to cancel her meeting’s for the morning and maybe cancel them all idk. But big relief not to have to go and see her! I’m supposed to reschedule an appt but I don’t want to. Well best be going to school to sit there and wish I were smart. Ugh. I think I don’t learn because I know what I want to go to college for and if it doesn’t’ have anything to do with what I’m wanting to go for I don’t really pay attention. I know that’s wrong to do but I can’t help it I try and focus but my mind just wont. It wonder’s all over.