I wish I was good at school. I wish I cared about my school work right now. I’m failing one class and it hurt’s me to know I’m failing a class but I just can’t bring myself to do better. It’s like I’ve tried and tried and I just can’t do it. it’s history and I’m just not interested in the way he teaches and the things we have to do. I find history cool and interesting I just can’t make myself do the work. Especially lately. I just wish I was smart it would make life a lil easier. I’m suppose to meet with my counselor tomorrow but not sure if I will cuz of the snow that I have to drive 45 minute’s to get there and idk if my mom will let me. I don’t think my mom even knows about I have it tomorrow. She never knows cuz I schedule them myself. I’m scared to go tomorrow if I have it.
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Good on you for going to a counselor, hope it helps you. I read your profile and felt so saddened by the experiences you\'ve had. I\'ve had similar experiences but just can\'t bring myself to even put it in my profile, so good on you for being strong enough to put it out there.
Do you know that about 99% of people who were abused or molested do poorly at school? It is because others damaged their self-esteem. If this teacher isn\'t doing it for you, how about taking some interesting books out at the library and teaching yourself. Who knows, you may actually become a threat to him, because I sense a very smart mind behind all that doubt.
Go Girl Power!
Lizelle
Sounds like you may need to go to talk. If you can make your appt, try to be there. Once you cancel one appt, it\'s so easy to cancel more. You should try to make all the appts you schedule.