Well this weekend has been crazy. I had state drill team this weekend and it was fun but we didn’t do good. Ugh out dance I thought went pretty good. It felt good and such but we only got a division 1 rating. That’s good, you have to get a division 1 rating to even be able to place and to get a division 1 you have to have like a certain score. But I think what hurt us was a few of our girls. There were two that just didn’t know the dance so they couldn’t give it their all because they were watching their teammates to know what’s coming next, um and then there were like one or two other’s that just couldn’t dance very good and I felt bad but idk. I’m just really upset. During awards about 10 minutes after we found out we didn’t place some of the girls were talking about wrestling cheerleading and one of the girls was “ya I’m making lex go out for wrestling cheerleading because she made me go out for drill team.” Ugh that made me soooo mad I was fine up until them and then I just started crying I was pissed. And she was one of them that just wasn’t really couldn’t dance.  Ugh I’m just so upset I couldn’t believe that. Dancing is my life and we ( a couple girls and I) worked really hard and most the girls just sat there and I know some were upset but prolly just not as much as a few girls and I were and then some just sat there like oh darn that sucks, oh well what r u doing tonight! Ugh r u kidding me!!!!!