kayrl

well on monday i had a meeting with my counselor and mom had to come. we just went over all her notes bc she was like reivaluating me i guess or something. but she started talking about my eating and...

well things have kind of been sucking around here. on sunday mom n' i went n' picked up some chinese in a near by town n' she had been kind of drinking so she had me drive. so while we were coming...

We had our third round district game on Friday…we lost by 9, 76-67. it was a good game but the reffs pretty much won the game for the other team. This one girl had like 19 pts just in free throws....

Today started out ok…..but then when I got into study hall it just went down hill. So I had to finish my algebra and I didn’t understand it….and in the book it didn’t tell us how to do these...

ugh i just want to cry!

i'm so tired of going to sleep at 3 i'm tired that the only reason i fall asleep is because i am exausted. i'm tired of being tarrified to go to sleep. i'm scared of alway's thinking that someone is...

We had a game yesterday and today….yesterday I didn’t play and I was really pissed off. We were loosing and then the coach was like trying to get the girls to drive that’s like what I do I...

i'm sooo tired right now. i just want to go to sleep but i'm scared to dream. i also feel sick to my stomach...i ate to much food and i just feel like i'm gonna throw up. my head hurts and it feels...

ugh!!!!!

my brothers dog got hit by a car....he died instintly. i don't understand this world anymore. ugh

Ugh I can’t stop crying…that’s all I want to do. My lower back is killing me. I think from cramps. I can’t get a hold of chasity (chas26) and I just ant to know if she’s ok or not. I’m...

why does abuse happen? why does it happen to some people and not others? was it really the victums fault? ( i don't believe it is) so how does god choose who get's abused and who doesn't? people say...

Well feeling kind of down kind of crappy. My friend is moving out to LA some time around Feb and Mar so that’s exciting but extremely sad! Her and her husband have been there a lot of me and it’s...

we had a game tonight we won by one....so it was kinf of a good game but not really....we played like ourselves for prolly the first quarter and then not really the rest till maybe the last quarter...

what the fuck is wrong with me? why doesn't any one care? i dont' understand. i know i'm fucked up but ugh i try and help people all the time and i never have anything asking me for help i'm alway's...