kayrl

well everyone i am still here. i did not stay at a friend's house.

IM FREAKING OUT!! HE'LL BE HERE IN LIKE 45 MINUTES!!! OMG!!!!

well mason's coming home today! don't know what to do. but i'm glad that i have a 4 day basketball camp coming up so i'll be there for 4 day's and it will be nice. but before then idk what i'm going...

mason come's home on WEDNESDAY!!! as in this week wednesday! my mom asked if i was going! HELL NO!!! i dont' want to be around him at all!!! i think i'm going ot ask a friend if i could stay with her...

AHHH this day sucks!! i might be losing my licens! my mom is pissing me off to no other! and i can't stand this alll!!

sorry havent written in a while i was at a basektball camp if any of you didn't know that. the camp was fun, i went down the first day with jv and that was alot of fun i was glad i went. we played 3...

well i wont see my mom for like 3 day's or something! i'm way excited about that. it's been  nice without her here. she's on the river and will be there today till like sunday i think. idk if my dad...

i'm f-ing pissed!! i was doing soo good. i got my weight down to 120.8 and i ate today and now i weigh 121.2! ahhhhh i'm soooooo fat!! i hate that, i know i'ts just a number but i want it to be...

i don't think i can be stong anymore. i know you guy's want me too and want me to show him that he hasn't wone and to let him know i'm not scared and i want to   but i'm running out of engery to...

*sigh*

ah, my flashback's are confusing me now!! i talked wiht mason and he say's he doesn't remember one of the incident's but i know it happend i know it did. and he just said all he remeber's me doing in...

ugh! i think mason is comeing home early. this lady called and was like, just wanted to let everyone know that our guy's will be arriving in iowa on....idk what day she said but it was soon and i was...

well today is going better. sleeped pretty late, i think i needed it tho. umm finished reading this book that i had started a few day's ago, it was really good. umm my mom and i got in a fight this...

umm just sort of need to talk, any takers?

well today was kind of crap. i woke up at 8:30 and had to go to basketball and then at 11 i had work and then i got off early cuz i got called by this girl and asked if i woudl want to work a double...