Man I can’t wait till basketball is over so that way I can not eat and not have to worrie about people finding out or asking questions and I can cut whenever without people finding out for asking questions!   I hate that my mother is always trying to get me to be around mason. I don’t understand why. I think its cuz were her kids and she just wants thing better but by making us be together it’s not going to get better. When I’m ready to be around mason I’ll let her know and until them I don’t so she should just stop asking. This morning she came in and woke me up and was like I’m going up to masons to bring him some stuff….do you want to go? You can see buddy (his dog, and the only reason I don’t mind him being home)? The only reason I would have gone would be to see the dog and that was it but them realized we’d be there forever and I would just want to see the dog for a little bit so I said no. and my friend was coming over to work on our homework and I had open gym but still god I’d like for her to stop pushing it.

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I\'m really sorry that she just won\'t let it go and respect your choice that your not ready to be around him. Cutting yourself just isn\'t an answer but I understand that need. If you want to talk to me let me kno. I\'ll listen and try and help as much as possible.
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im sorry about the way your mom is pushing is you. my mom does the same thing to me, and i\'ve had a lot of similar experiences with my brother as you had. message me anytime.