kayrl

well i just got back from meeting with my new counselor. she was nice and i think i will like her. i hope this one works out. it's an hour dive but o well. i'll write more in a sec but i have to take...

srry i just thought of some more stuff i wanted to write about.ok so i think my mom is trying because she asked me to come up stairs to talk privatly ( my best friend was there that's why) and she...

ok so i think my mom is trying, but idk. she took today off to figure everything out. the place i wanted to go to called back today they said they had no room and there was a waiting list so they...

well i just got out of the shower and my mom called me down and was i guess she's taking tomorrow off to figure it out.

god i'm sooo pissed right now. my mom came in and was like you need to eat and whatever not else but that's not the point. so after she was yellign at me to eat i asked her if that inpatient place...

just got done with my two basketball games. there werent' that good. idk i wasn't very good.i relized sitting on the bench that idk if basketall is what i want to do. like it is but idk maybe i just...

so i didn't do anything i am fine, had like a mental breakdown/panic attact. idk i was just sitting here and i wrote something on sexualy abuse it's called does this mean i'm at fault too so if you...

man i have so many emiotions going through me right now. i want to cry i am soo sad i just want to go and lay down and cry myself to sleep i want to die. i want to go to the inpatient i want help i...

for everyone!HILARY DUFF LYRICS"I Am"I'm an angel, I'm a devil I am sometimes in betweenI'm as bad it can getAnd good as it can beSometimes I'm a million colorsSometimes I'm black and whiteI am all...

so i wrote this poem for everyone who has helped me, it really suckes but i just thought i'd put it up on here anyway's. i wish it was better but like i said i suck at writing peoms :(.My world...

i love this song, it's by Fergie- Big Girls Don't Cry.Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection...

well just got back from work, it was fun tonight!  we were kind of busy but we were also slow. i like thoes day's. this kid i worked with (he's in college but he went to my school so i know him) he...

well yesterday was a good day. didn't do anything. i sat around stayed home cuz we were like under a tornado watch, that was scary! umm my best friend came over and we watched step up (good movie)...

my friends gave me this like saying, it's on a like book marker.BELIEVEBelieve in yourself~ in the power you have to control your own life, day by day,Believe in the strength that you have deep...

so i just ate some cerial and it was really gross! umm just sitting here now, i have to do some cleaning cuz i thought i was going to yesterday but i didn't lol so i am today for sure! i have to work...