kayrl

umm so i just cut, havent done that in a while, umm i just feel sad right now. i was happy but after i got out of the shower i just got really sad and was thinking about my friend and how i miss her...

first day of summer break and it feels good!went to a campout/birthday party last night and that was alot of fun but some of the girls were saying mean things about my best friend and her ex came and...

just a couple poems i likedFrom a distanceby: Adam Signore From a distanceI hear the sound of thunder rumblingin an instanceit seems like my whole life is crumbling...got a father who won't love...

well i that last journal is basicly how i feel right now. how i've felt my whole life. umm it's not to good, wrote it in like a minute, it all just came out and so ya. *sigh* just thought i'd mention...

i want to cry, i need to cry. it's all bottled up like a lil secret i have to hide.don't say a word, tell no onei have no one.this place is fucked upit makes me want to throw up. i can't stand it i...

so i know i havent written in a while, but i just didn't know what to write. i have just been going trough life with this dead action right now. i just don't really feel like talking and i just feel...

ah so right now i was want to go to sleep! i worked tonight but i didn't want to tryed to get off cuz my best friend's sister had her graduation party today and i wanted to stay for that  and hand...

well i wasn't for sure if i had to work today so i went in any way's to check and i didn't but the girl that was suppose to work hadn't come in yet and so i called her up and asked her if she just...

umm just a poem i wrote during school.  nights become dark and scary, but i do not worrie.close your eyes close your eyes my best friend comes out to lend a cutting hand, i do not worrie.close your...

well today was good i guess. i was sooooooooooooo tired during school it was hard to concintrate and do my work, all i wanted to do was sleep. i helped paint my friends play house with some friends...

this is for chasity, these's are the things i like about my self and other things lol. 1-I love my hair color, no one in my town has it.2-I love who i am3-I alway's tell the truth4-Fav color is baby...

well so the dad ended off pretty good i guess. my lil cuz that i never see stoped by with his friend and that was nice. we played 2 on 1 lol and that wa alot of fun and then we just hung out for a...

well i guess today is going better. idk. i was falling asleep all day during school i amd still tried. wel this is all don't really have much to say todya

my mom is dumb. so a couple of day's ago there are these people that live across from me and they have like 8 kids or something and one of their dogs got out and came over to me and my dog and they...

darn i forgot to put this in the journal before.if my mom does not call and i dont get set up with this camp then i am planning on suicide to help me out. i dont' know if just going to the...