kayrl

guy's i don't think i can do this any more. and i'm not just saying that. i'm at a absolute low right now that i just don't even care. the funeral was today and that was really hard. There's this boy...

ahh my stomach hurt's soooo bad!!!!!!

luke is home, i think he got home lastnight. idk but he leave's tomorrow and im way sad about that!!!! i wish he was staying here. i feel safer with him here!

just another poem. Everybody elseI'm tired of feeling aloneof being unknown.Not knowing who i amor who i could be.But alway's knowing who he is and what he did to me.I'm tired of being scaredof...

a poem i wrote for you guy's hope you like it.Shinning StarHold your head up highdon't ever let it die.For you are a champion in my heartand a hero in my eye's.Please don't hide who you area once dim...

well i was suppose to be going to a basketball camp on tomorrow but i've decided that it would prolly be better if i stayed here cuz the wake is tomorrow and then the fueniral is on monday and then...

CutBy:PlumbI'm not a strangerNo I am yoursWith crippled angerAnd tears that still drip soreA fragile flame agedIs miseryAnd when our hearts meetI know you seeI do not want to be afraidI do not want...

idk what to do anymore. i know you guy's keep saying to talk with god and that he's alway's here with me and so is my guarding angel but i'm starting not to believe that. i mean over the year's i've...

my best friend's sister died today :(  idk if i can do this. 3 people in my area have died this year. i wasn't really close with the other 2, well one i kind of was for a while but then we got...

i just want to cry. i dont want to be here. i want to be back at camp with my friend's i want to just be away from here. god kayla why can't you just ask someone to stay with them?!?! ahhh!

hey guy's, well first of all i talked with my counselor on friday or something and told her mason was home and she didn't do much just told me to stay with a friend's or something and gave me her...

a poem/song that i wrote, sorry it's not very good lol but ya. hope you guy's like it..Little GirlThere's a little girl, broken down, falling to the ground. Wont you pick her up, please pick her up...

so living here pretty much sucks, but i'm getting through it. my mom is pretty much an ass, i was trying to avoid mason as much as i could but i knew i  couldn't forever and so yesterday when i got...

wake boarding was really fun and i'm soooo glad i went and tryed it! lol the people i was with were like OMG KAYLA WE HATE YOU!!!! because i ALMOST got up on my first try but since i was leaning to...

well last night was kind of hard. i didn't sleep much. i sleept from 12- like 3 and then woke up and couldn't go back to bed so i just layed there and cryed. i was scared that he'd come in and so ya....