Ugh today was not a good day. It was all fine until 4th hour when I found out I couldn’t perform tonight in swing choir AND I wont be able to play on tomorrow’s game. Ugh I about shot someone. I wanted to cry all day but I couldn’t. then during bball practice my mind wasn’t focused cuz all I could think about was the game tomorrow and not being able to play and everything and having people come up and ask me why I didn’t play and I don’t want to tell them that I was ineligible ugh I can’t deal with that. I hate being ineligible so much it’s so embarrassing! Grrrrr I’m so pissed at myself that I let that happen. Ugh!! I’m pissed at my parent’s for letting mason and luke in the house!!!  LLLLLLLL