kayrl

hey guy's.umm work went good. i also  forgot to mention down there that that guy was gonna call my counselor and talk with her about everything, so i'm guessing he's going to talk to her about the...

oh man i did not like that meeting one bit! he came and first talked with my parent's for a bit and then he called me in and talked with me. it was really really hard. he asked about luke and asked...

i'm nervous, thoes people are gonna be here in like 4 minutes! i'm scared, idk what were gonna talk about or what's happening. i'll write more after.

just got off work. man we were really busy and the guy that was working with me wasn't much help! but i dont' really blame him that much, he is a lil slower and he just really  hate's the job and...

i don't want to go to work, i feel horrible! my stomach hurt's my head hurt's my sunburn hurt's, i just feel like crying and getting some rest. i work tomorrow also and i have a basketball camp on...

reguarding my last journal  i don't want to kill myself over my friend, it was just that that pushed me over and just broke all my feeling's i've been having these last couple of day's and it all...

well idk what to say right now. my friend has been having a bad day all day and i've been there with her this whole day and idk i just feel like crap. one of her friend texted her and was like i'm...

i see my counselor tomorrow. i'm scared!

hey hope everyone's 4th was good! mine was pretty good. i went tubing with some friend and i got FRIED! i hurt soooo bad! oh well. umm and i went to a town near by and watched some fireworks and...

well so this guy's called a couple of day's ago and left a message and he said that he was selling a house and that mason had called him asking about it and so he might not even have to stay here at...

well i don't really feel like writing but thought i should write something. umm, i work tonight, i've been working alot but that's good. i worked yesterday, today, friday and saturday. i have some...

i need help. i've been thinking about suicide all night. i can't sleep cuz i just keep seeing myself die and i just want it to come true sooo bad. i can't stop crying. i need help but i dont' know...

i just figured out today that i am the peace maker in my family. my brother was suppose to mow the yard and only did like half. so i mowed some of it. but i couldn't mow all cuz i have to go and take...

idk i feel like crap. like crying ever second and idk why. i have to work tonight, tomorrow and sunday. i was only suppose to work tomorrow but someone worked for me so now i'm working for them...