UGH I’M PISSED!!! I’M SOOOO PISSED!!!! I lost my fucking razor!! Ugh!!!! UGH!!!!Dam it!!!!! I want it soo bad, I need it right now ugh!!! When I got the new bed I had to make sure that my mom couldn’t find it cuz we were also going to rearrange the stuff in my room so I put it somewhere else and I haven’t needed it in a long time so now I don’t know where I put it. Ugh I soooooo pissed!!!  Idk what to do about my niece. She hasn’t been born yet and I have some time but idk if I should tell heather or what? I’m scared if I don’t something will happen and I will feel sooooo horrible. But I’m also scared if I try and tell her that she won’t believe me and I’m scared mason might get mad, idk what he would do, he might not do anything but get mad but I’m scared he might hurt me idk. Idk what to do, if I want to help this little girl I am the one who will tell heather cuz I know my mom wont and neither will my dad. There is some hope in me that I feel mason really learned his lesson and wont do anything to his little girl but I’m scared to take the change.