Another new year to start, another yr without you in it, how cruel...I so miss your smile ans your laugh,when you got goofy and wrestled your dad all over my bed..I miss so many things, why did this happen I ask myself everday and atill no answers, I know there will never be any but I continue to ask..Your uniform was made into teddy bears oh you were probably cringing when she cut your fusion uniform, but now we have teddy bears to hold and think of you...I still just cant seem to believe this, I cant believe you are gone..I wish I could have seen your hair Im not sure what it looked like I only saw it the night before then you were in that stupid neck brace and I dont remember..Its almost 2008 I guess I can look at it as I am one day and one more yr closer to joining you, but I wanted so badly to see you grow and become what you wanted and fulfill all of your hopes and dreams...why did it all have to be taken away...