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Well,  I didn't wake up saying anything positive but I sure was thinking about something that was.    I was just reading something in a book, this is what it says...."Our brains are just like...

A friend helped me today and has encouraged me...finally..lol...to go beyond the here and now.     Oh what would we do without friends,  real friends,  friends who love you...

Another day........

bbbbbblllllllllaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh........!       It is 7pm here and I haven't accomplished anything with my mood!  I can hear people saying   "you'll get over it" but is it true?  How...

Today is finally almost over!   I have no excitment inside me,  how am I supposed to live like this!    I am getting very frustrated,  and very hopeless that I will ever feel better then...

Well, I made it through the big outing to the big city.   I am finding it very hard to pretend to be smiling when I feel so blah on the inside.   I saw some friends I haven't seen since Family...

I am almost ready to leave for an overnight trip to the big city of Vancouver...too bad I don't feel like going!  I woke up sad and can't stop crying.  Why am I so sad and unhappy?  I HATE BEING...

Well, I made it to the green face again....!   My pdoc called the other day with my blood test results,  my levels have gone up so Lithium has officially passed the test of time!   My doc told...

I did it!  I did it!   I finally got my "be happy" goal deleted!   Now maybe I can improve my mood?!

I'm not sure if I should have put that yellow face on or not...lol    Today is day 10 of my increase of Lithium.  Today I will get blood work done.   I have felt unusually sad this week.  I...

I have been taking my new dosage of Lithium for 1 week now.   I am fatigued 24/7 but usually have a hard time staying asleep...aaahhh!!!!    Ever since I started taking this med 4 months ago my...

Today I had a visit with my pdoc.    I was pretty anxious about going because I knew there would have to be a med change.    He told me he is not having any success at finding a cocktail that...

Hi all.  I survived this last week!  So glad it's over!  Last monday when I started feeling depressed and moody I should have known that I was heading for trouble,  but you know,  I have been in...

Oh no!      I went out tonight and it didn't work!       I thought I was doing ok today but I found out otherwise that I wasn't.    I met some friends at a coffee shop and stayed for...

Well.......I am through the other end today...!!!!!    I have no more suicidal thoughts and that was #1 goal.  I am still dealing with confrontational behavior but I did go out to service last...