Pulpit

Day 3 has been proven to be a positive day!   I am having many many many negative thoughts trying to knock me down but I am determined!

It's day # 2 and a half!   I'm almost at the end.....I think I'm gonna make it....5 more hours, what can go wrong in that short of a time?!   aaaahhhhhh......I feel hyper just writing this..!

So here it is another day in the life and times of Ramona...alias Pulpit.    My insides are busting to let this disease have it's own way today but I am determined not to let that happen!!!   My...

I haven't written anything since Sunday night so I just wanted to write a few things before I forget them.    I was checking my journal today,  I keep a journal for my pdoc,  and did some...

It has been a long day out in the world of normies.    I lasted the whole day...phew!  Everything I've accomplished today and the wonderful feeling of the Lord's presence during worship almost...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ggggggggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!   STOP!!!!!!    STOP!!!!     STOP!!!!!!!

If you have learned to walk        A little more sure-footedly than I,          Be patient with my stumbling then        And know that only as I do my best and...

Talked to my pdoc yesterday.  Just checking in with him.   I told him I wasn't feeling any changes with my new med.  He doesn't want to upset the applecart with my meds.   I see him on March...

Lord Jesus,  hold fast to me.   Still the restless waters of my heart and set me safely upon the shore.   Calm me with the security of Your presence and wrap me in Your arms of protection.  You...

I am failing miserably on my goal.    I am also failing miserably on all the good and positive advice of my friends.    I am not safe around people and that's all there is to it, at least for...

Well, it has been 4 days since I started my new med.    So far most people are driving me crazy!  I go into the annoyed mode so quickly I hardly have time to catch myself before I say anything....

aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!   Started new med this morning.    It is making me feel ansy.   I suppose I'm expecting the worse.   THINK POSITIVE  THINK POSITIVE!    I really need to think...

I just got a call back from my pdoc.    I called him a few mins ago.     Told him how I was feeling blaahhhh and grrrrr.      He laughed...then got serious,    I'm so thankful for this...