I am almost ready to leave for an overnight trip to the big city of Vancouver...too bad I don't feel like going! I woke up sad and can't stop crying. Why am I so sad and unhappy? I HATE BEING BIPOLAR! I want to be high again...I'm sick of being low! I just want to stay home and be with myself. Can't even handle the thought of being around a bunch of "normal" people right now....aaahhh!!!!! I need to get going. Talk tommorow....if I survive...lol Ramona oxxooxxo
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Maybe going on a trip will help you. God bless.
Awwe Ramona...I have felt like that before and it is so hard and I feel for you. I hope you can see a doc soon because it may not be the right med for you. Good luck in Van and looking forward to hearing how it went for you. I will ask God to help you feel better. hugs from Victoria
you will survive. i am so sorry that you are feeling so sad and alone. maybe this trip will help, i hope. i am here for you if you need to vent. you are not alone as long as i am around. take care.