Pulpit

It has been a long time since I've written in my journal.   I just don't have the want 2's to do anything constructive...geezzzz....that doesn't sound good does it!     I have started my new...

Well, here goes again!!!  Started feeling blahhhhh yesterday sometime.  Made it through the day and into this last day.  I have had uncontrollable crying spontaneously all day and feel...

Hi all.  I am gone away for the week.  Thanks for all the prayers and hugs.  I am feeling good today......staying at a friends and visiting my grandkids during the week.  Not sure if the Lithium...

Hey it is I again.   Here I am on friday night at my friends house waiting for the church van.   I am feeling totally allienated from my friend.   It seems she doesn't really like me anymore? ...

Well........that didn't even last 24hrs!!!       Oh boy.  On top of feeling totally opposite from yesterday I have this awful cold happening.  I slept in till 3pm today and want to go back to...

   I FEEL GREAT.........WOW!    The last 3 days I have not felt myself at all...I have been bubbly...positive...in control......I think I am feeling "normal"      I am a bit catious because...

Well,  I have had a longggg week.   I think I have been negative every single day this week.   I am trying not to be but I am having a hard time being positive.    I am feeling very much in...

Well.....I survived another night out with the "normal" people.  It was the hardest thing to do,   but I am glad I went cause otherwise I would've stayed home and been misreable.  I am finding...

   I am soo angry right now!!!   Why is it always the people who know you best that make you CRASH!!!    I have repeated this routine with my best friend for days now and I am finally angry! ...

Well.......this is it.....I GIVE UP!!!   What is the use of all this positive practising and taking my meds when I can't last more than a couple of days...aaahhhh!!!   I am fed up with all this...

Heyyyyyyyy......I feel GOOD today.   Have you noticed I am moving up on the "I'm feeling" chart?!    During the week last week I started feeling weird/strange,  and yesterday afternoon I felt...

Hi everyone .  Today is another day in the life of Ramona alias Pulpit.   The last couple of days seems out of focus.   I feel like I'm looking through a tiny window to the outside world? ...

   Wow!  I have finally move on up to an "ok" face....good for me.  I am trying really hard to stay positive.  Thanks for all the support you's have given me.  Love and Prayers Ramona ...

   Well....this is the day!  I am off to my bdoc soon...aaahhhh!!!!  I pray I can be honest with him cause I know the communication thing is the biggest part of our relationship, I only see him...

       Today was a very very very weird day.   I have been at home all day and where ever I look around things do not seem in place,  something feels wrong?!  I have lived here for over...