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Well, yesterday I did it and today I did it again only the opposite way!!!  I am having a gggggrrrrrrrr  day today!!!   I met a new family doc today..ha ha!   That was the beginning of a...

Well, I did it and it is a fact.....I opened the basement door and ran out of the cluthes of despair and hopelessness.....yyyeeeesssss!!!!    Now I need to burn it for I don't stumble in the dark...

Yeahhhhhhaaaaaaaa!!!!  That' s a new work I invented for how I'm feeling!!  Beats aahhh! or blaaahhhh! or ggggrrrr!!!!  LOL   Today life is wonderful wonderful wonderful!   I feel so good and...

Oh come  on..how much of this depression is one expected to endure anyway!!!    I felt great during the day and then this evening while we were half way through church I could feel this chemical...

The last couple of weeks I have been having some episodes of mixed moods, what a relief to get to feel so good about "everything" for a while!   Having highs makes it much easier when I get low...

Well, I have been home now for a few days and things are going ok.  I have been busy but only overwhelemd a few times, had a couple of melt downs but was able to get back up!  Have a busy week...

I'm home now.  Don't want to be here though.   Feeling swarmed with activity already...aaahhh!   On my way out the door already. 

Well this is my last night of visiting my friends.  I am anxious about going home and being by myself.  I have had a great week and will really miss my frineds.  

It has been a long night and morning.  Today I feel like I am being torn in two peices, one side is the good side and the other side is the evil side,  I am leaning more on the evil side right...

It is Monday and I am feeling like I have found a part of my old self.  My friends I am visiting I haven't seen for over a year.  We had shared some fun times together when my bp was under control,...

My face is yellow!  My face is yellow!  Not often I can claim a yellow face.   Have been feeling out of place in this world since sunday,  enjoying myself and wanting to do things,  it's been...

I have been feeling very ok since sunday....uuummmm  don't know if I can trust myself to run with this positive feeling.  The new med I'm taking wouldn't have any effect yet so it must be...

I don't get it?  Hmmmmm?   Today I was gone from 7am till 10pm and was around people all day, but I actually enjoyed the day, all of it!  I felt positive about everything.  I felt no stress..no...

Well,  I made my goal to 80% for the without crashing for a day   and made it to 90% for the have a positive attitude.    Pretty good for the first time.  Gotta go.  oxoxox