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Well it's done!  I had a core biopsy done where they put a hole in the breast and use a larger needle to take samples, they actually did three biopsy's one after the other.The whole procedure took...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEMAY I FEEL JESUS HEREEVERY DAY OF THIS YEARHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEAND THE BEST YEARTHAT I EVER HAVE   LA LA LA

I'm tired, so darn tiredI just want to shut downgive into this agonythat has me bond. By myself I long to because that's as far as I can see.Into my head of many thoughtsI don't want them to...

He taught me how to focusall the while patientlyhe knew I coudn't listen to himuntil I could listen to me                               It was a rocky...

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tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired...

Well, I have been waiting for 3 weeks to make an appt with my pd and was told to wait until my nurse got back from holidays, so that's what I did after trying didn't avenues that didn't work. So I...

I am in a bind...again, wrapped up in my fury of drama...again. I know I'm in bad shape when I come onto DS and write in my journal, I am so glad DS is here and you all are here too.  I have...

today i had appt with my family doc    when i see him i put a notepad in front of his side of the desk with all my questions and concerns so i dont forget to tell him anything      but today...

well arent we always learning from this illness. now that the rampage is over and my brain is taking time to think about all the events i just went through i can now see that meds really do play a...

well the waves have finally stopped tossing me around today i feel like a deflated boat after all the tormual of being thrown around in a hot temper spree omg i have never been so mad for so many...

so here is how i m feelin was sick for years mentally physically emotionaly spent two years getting as healthy as i can so i could take a med break last feb i got better so spent the next six months...

uuuu this really hurts goota go outside pretend all is well and really isnt it? im so tired from losing my breath then catching my breath then losin g my breath and on and f'n on grrrr so mad at the...

I repeat blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ugh

 Ok, what's going on with me now? I just can't get it together last couple of days. When I was on meds sometimes I would feel so zapped, out of it, had no energy, no desire for anything, no...