Pulpit

It is another day.  Already the weekend.   I isolated myself today until later in the evening, then I went for coffee with my best friend and one of the older gentleman in our church.  Tonight...

Today I cried so much I think I emptied all the liquid out of my body.   Notthing went right today.  I even went to appts that weren't even booked.  I hate it when everything is going wrong and...

I got a few hours sleep.  Feels like I got run over by a truck.  Having a hard time today and I just got up.  I wish all this misery would end and I wish I could help myself more to get ouu of...

been a very long day.  I had at least a dozen melt downs...ggggrrr!  I almost feel like I've fallen and can't get up!   I should be in bed but who wants to go to bed with all this on their...

This is it.  I am totally worn out now!  Wayyyyy too many late nights and early mornings.  I just got home from work and getting ready to head out the door.   I surprised myself today when out...

Today I had an appt. with my pdoc.   Here's the scoop.  Stopping the Wellbutrin, not working.  Starting tonight taking Lamictal.  Will be a very slow, hopefully painless, process.   Starting...

The increase of meds hasn't made a difference yet.  I see my pdoc today. He told me if I don't feel any different we will be doing something about it.   aaaahhhhh!!   I hate the unknown!  I...

It is the end of another dark and gloomy day.  I think I have forgotten what it is like to be positive and joyful!   Tommorow I will increase my dose so we'll see what happens over next few...

My pdoc just called.   I was losing hope that he would because it is after hours,  but he did thank God!     So this is the game plan.   I am doubling my dose of Wellbutrin until we have our...

It is 12 noon here.   I am unpatiently waiting for my pdoc to call me back.   I don't know if he'll do anything.  I get antsy knowing I have to talk to him.  He is the most awesomest doc on the...

Inch by inch by inch by inch............!

I couldn't get ahold of my pdoc's nurse today.   I left a message at the front desk.  He didn't call me.    At the end of the day I called the office again but still no person there?   So I...

I Search For YouIn my nothingness.  I search for YouMy God, to guide my wayThe path is often difficultWhen darkness comes with day.In brief moments I feel You nearI panic when You're gonePlease keep...