Pulpit

This is it.  I am totally worn out now!  Wayyyyy too many late nights and early mornings.  I just got home from work and getting ready to head out the door.   I surprised myself today when out...

Today I had an appt. with my pdoc.   Here's the scoop.  Stopping the Wellbutrin, not working.  Starting tonight taking Lamictal.  Will be a very slow, hopefully painless, process.   Starting...

The increase of meds hasn't made a difference yet.  I see my pdoc today. He told me if I don't feel any different we will be doing something about it.   aaaahhhhh!!   I hate the unknown!  I...

It is the end of another dark and gloomy day.  I think I have forgotten what it is like to be positive and joyful!   Tommorow I will increase my dose so we'll see what happens over next few...

My pdoc just called.   I was losing hope that he would because it is after hours,  but he did thank God!     So this is the game plan.   I am doubling my dose of Wellbutrin until we have our...

It is 12 noon here.   I am unpatiently waiting for my pdoc to call me back.   I don't know if he'll do anything.  I get antsy knowing I have to talk to him.  He is the most awesomest doc on the...

Inch by inch by inch by inch............!

I couldn't get ahold of my pdoc's nurse today.   I left a message at the front desk.  He didn't call me.    At the end of the day I called the office again but still no person there?   So I...

I Search For YouIn my nothingness.  I search for YouMy God, to guide my wayThe path is often difficultWhen darkness comes with day.In brief moments I feel You nearI panic when You're gonePlease keep...

All death can do is to throw his shadow across the place.  Shadows never hurt any one.We have nothing to fear! Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for...

Another day has come to an end.  I made it thus far.  I hate how I feel and despise the person I have become because of being locked up in a hell of my own.  Trusting my Lord to save me from this...