Today is finally almost over! I have no excitment inside me, how am I supposed to live like this! I am getting very frustrated, and very hopeless that I will ever feel better then this. I am way too busy to feel so blahhhh...! The last few days have been the worst for thinking too much. I have thought about suicide for the last 2 out of 3 days...this really has got to stop! I feel like I have no direction with my life right now. If I call my pdoc and complain then what? The Lithium has slowed my brain down to a beautiful calm and peacful pace. I don't know if another mood stabilizer would do this for me? I'm in a slump and not liking it at all. I am starting to think that there is no way out of this space I'm in.....only one thing. I know I'll get over it, I will feel better again, I hope this happens real soon. XOXOXOOXXOXOOXXOXO
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are you on and anti depressant if not you may want to consider one. and if you are have your pdoc change it because it sounds like its not working. i take on with my lithium but its not working for me either. i am probably be getting a medication adjustment.
hope it gets better!!!!!!!!
Hi hun, you know you may not feel like you have no direction in life right now but I am sure you know that God does have a direction for you. You are in a lull right now and Jesus is right there beside you. Lean on Him and let Him take your burden of darkness. So that He may bring His Light to you soon. Remember to pray, even when you feel hopeless, especially when you feel hopeless. Go to His Word for guidance and comfort. I know you know all these things. Just sometimes it helps me for someone to say it to me when I am down. When I am down at times it is hard to think straight and do what I know to do. I will keep you in my prayers. The heart is the Temple of God, the mind may deceive us but the heart never will. Take care and may God bless you and lift this burden from you.
Love in Christ,
Teressa
Hi Ramona! I\'m sorry you\'re feeling this way. You\'re always so sweet to me & listen to me bellyache so I just want you to know that I\'m here for ya. love