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Boy, I will be glad when I stop battling all my giants, right now their winning!  I think I am coming to the end of my rope with all this drama in my life, I am overloaded! I am not battling any...

Well that was probably the best visit I had with my friends.  It was relaxing and busy all at the same time, such a different pace then I'm used to.  I have something I need to do now and I am very...

Just wanted to let you all know that I am going away for a week.  I leave today and come back next thursday.  I will have access to internet but won't be on as much.  Hope you all have a good week...

A friend of mine died today. *sigh*  She has been in hospital for a few weeks and they just put her into pallative care last week.  She had cancer for years but never knew till last month. *sigh* ...

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So this is what's happening.   My pd went away for 2 weeks (so I was told by someone) and left me with a presciption of Lamictal that ran out, and a presciption of Seroquel that ran out, the...

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I have notthing else to say about my world right now except a BIG blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!   Blahhhh has become the main word in all my sentences. Blahhhhh is the rain inside my heart when I am lonely...

How am I supposed to get through another day feeling blahh??  I just want to curl up with mr.ramona (my 3 foot teddy bear) and go to sleep and not think about notthing.  Maybe the day will get...

I am blahhhhh!!  It is so annoying feeling this way!  I can't get a grip on anything!  It is totally useless to even try to accomplish anything.  I want out of this place. NOW!  blahhhhh!!!!

Well, here I am back home after a morning of fellowship and lunch.  The more I hang out with people the more I don't want to.  People really bug me right now, wonder why?  I don't seem to have the...

When I woke up this morning the gripping cloud of depression had finally left. This is the quickest eposode of spiralling downward that I can remember.  It is like night and  day.  Oh goodness,...

Down into the depthsThat's where I seem to goWhy do I go thereKnowing it's the end of the road?  Forever embedded in a cold dark placeFinding no comfort only disgraceThe pain is intense as I sit in...