A friend helped me today and has encouraged me...finally..lol...to go beyond the here and now.     Oh what would we do without friends,  real friends,  friends who love you unconditionally!    I thank God for all my DS friends.  Thank you's!     Anyway throughout the day I have had my friend come to mind alot.   I was also reminded of another friend of mine whom has also been speaking to me.    This is what he said:"But the salvation of the righteous is of the Lord: he is their strength in the time of trouble.    And the Lord shall help them, and deliver them: he shall deliver them from the wicked, and save them, because they trust in Him."  Amen!                                                                   Psalm 37:39-40 KJV     I am so sick of feeling sick!  I am so tired of feeling tired!  I am so angry of feeling angry!    I want peace and joy in the Holy Ghost.  I want God to reign in my life again not this dreadful disease.     I need all your guys help to accomplish even the littlest goal.   I know through the bond of friendship here on DS that we can accomplish anything we set our minds to.   If I fail I will get up and try again......hope I can put to practice what I preach!!!    Love you's all.  XOXOXOXOOXXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO