I am writing from my office again I am gathering my things that are personal and are no longer needed due to the fact that I am no longer president. It still makes me really sad and depressed that all of the work that I have done is now going to be someone else's. Not only that but this is something that I have worked hard to get and I thought that I would be able to stand through with it. I guess sometimes times are just hard and I need to get through it, but I can't seem to shake it. Something I have aspired to for so long has seemingly been taken from me. Today I was supposed to go up to Breckenridge and be there and see what the feelings are like. I went up in in morning and I couldn't get past Silverthorne because of poor road conditions. It was snowing and the roads were snow packed, and with my little front wheel drive Avalon...I don't think so.I have to present tomorrow, I hope Chad is not angry about it, there was noting I could do about it. I am packing up my office and getting it set up for the next president. It's kinda sad to take all of the things that you once just had on your desk and on your wall and now it's gone. How should I feel? I dont know what to feel anymore. I am just depressed.