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Feeling quite low today. My weight has gone up which I think was due to having a slice of beans on toast. My calorie intake was about the same as I've been having but I think it's because it's just a...

I was supposed to be updating with the news from my pdoc...but once again, I've been let down by my doctors. For whatever reason, he didn't call at all today. It might be that he was unable to...

So, today's the day I'll hear from my pdoc again. It'll probably be late afternoon after his consults again, especially if he has trouble getting hold of my GP again! The last couple of times he's...

Feeling a bit better today. I got up and decided to tidy my room. I still havn't made that chocolate cake yet...I need to find a time when my Mum is home and the oven isn't being used. Oh well, I...

My GP had said he would contact my pdoc after the weekend (last weekend). Well my pdoc gave him all week and heard nothing. So he phoned the surgery yesterday and left several messages with the...

I binged again. Where the hell has my will power gone! I'm so ashamed and SO annoyed with myself. I'd rather not eat at all than putting myself through hell like this!

I'm having a hungry day today. I know when you restrict your starving all the time. But some days it's stronger than others and this is one of them. In the past I've kept it to myself because I...

After yesterday's freak out I'm feeling a bit better today. I've broken down my resistance to craving sweet things though which means I still have moments of craving but I have no intention of...

I'm really not feeling very good right now. I don't know what to do. I've pushed myself to hard today with too many different things. I should have stopped at my breakfast! It's all my fault, I don't...

It's Sunday and once again I've not got any plans really. I had planned to make this chocolate cake of my Mum's two friends but at the moment I like to have my Mum around when I'm cooking or baking...

Well that's it...my metabolism is officially buggered.- Last time I maintained my weight at 6 stone and I had eaten just under 400 calories the day before.- Yesterday I had maintained at 5 stone 13...

It's been a tough couple of days and it's only when the stress of everything is over that you realise how worked up you really were. On the advise of my Mum I am spending the day doing NOTHING. Which...

I had my appointment with my pdoc this morning and I feel SO much better.We explained everything that happened yesterday again and he asked if it would be ok to weigh me because we were now unsure...