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Goal UpdateMy weight dipped to 6 stone 8 yesterday but it's come up a bit today.Been doing 2 hours of exercise three nights running and hopefully I'll do some again tonight.

Goal UpdateI still weigh 6 stone 9 so I wont change my numbers today. I did drop to 6 stone 8.75 but I binged Saturday (pasta and pesto followed by hot dogs and a yoghurt) and again yesterday (3...

Goal UpdateThis entry is for Monday, it will be a week on since I started my goal. I'm on target so far. Maintaining 6 stone 9 at the moment.I haven't done any diary entries recently, not been online...

Goal UpdateWell...another 1/4 lb. I've really struggled to eat today. Feeling quite down at the moment.Here's today's entry anyway...

Goal UpdateHere's today's entry, not bad. Gone up by a quarter of a pound (lol), as I forgot to do yesterday night's entry. At least I' laughing about it...good sign. Although I took my blood...

Goal UpdateI've just realised that for some reason on the entry from yesterday my current weight etc didn't show up so I'll put yesterday's up now and today's up tonight. At the moment though I seem...

Monday 4th Feb4:45pm - Mood: Disheartened + Goal UpdateOk. Where do I start. I'm going to remove my goal to lose weight and instead put two other goals up instead.The past few days I've lost weight...

Well after my positive posts earlier on.... I binged. I don't even know why I did it. Felt lonely I guess, so it might have been a bit of comfort eating. I ate dinner which was crap. I ate cherry...

Again had dessert and trying to tell myself it's not a binge. It was a normal sized dessert so it's OK.I have to say, I'm really pleased I made this goal. Whenever I think about bingeing, although it...

Well day 1 is nearly over and I haven't 'binged' today. I did have dessert which kind of felt like a binge but I think that's just my anorexia side poking me and being generally irritating.Hope day 2...

So here I am again after being so happy over the last couple of days, back in the depths of despair. I feel so... i don't even know what words could describe it. I'm so tired of it all, physically...

I can say for the first time in ages I actually feel happy today. I had a lovely time at the stables today. Was with a white pony called Tess. She was beautiful. I groomed her, lifter her legs and...

Been here for 6 weeks now. I'm slowly getting more and more 'good' days. It's taken a long time again and some more changes of medication. I'm still up and down and seem to have no control over the...

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