conflct at home is worse i am beside myself want to sell this house or get him out of here and buy him out. he is trashing me bad to alot of people and drinking alot and really the situation is getting bad. he tells everyone that he does everything around here and that i am treating him awful. he cornered my son at thanksgiving and said that i should pay his fine for his DUI cause he has payed so much for me. really? wow. i work so much that i am overwhelmed and when i am here i dont even feel like it is my house. tells everyone that he does everything around here. really like when i am at work what he does i could do in 1 hour. drinks alot and is so negative that its hard to tolerate. the atmopshere here is bad and i dont want to come home after work. really depressed about this and all the other shit that has happened. i cant stand him and am starting counceling next week.
and rambling i know but i get these messages from him like last night- " you never answer you fucking phone and i am setting here with your dumbass dog and am dont know where you are and need a favor- pick me up something to eat nothing to eat here" really am i your mother? he has been in town and not got anything to eat. treats my son like an alien and bitches when my kids and grandkids are here that he cant watch his tv in the living room. my eyes are opened to the fact that he is a depressed alcholic without a life or a lisence or the ability to have a sexual or emotional relationship. this just sucks. flipping out. anxiety attacks and so unsettled