bluedragon41
Status: intensive outpatient; slow improvement.
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- Although you may have already seen the first, it's gotten over 5 million hits at this point:http://www.ted.com/talks/lang/en/brene_brown_on_vulnerability.html Dr. Brown did a followup...http://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_listening_to_shame.htmlI...
- Ever since my therapist of 8 years told me I'm not DID... I have been not remembering to go to appointments. First one...then this month I managed to forget every d*mn appointment! 4 of them!And they are still billed...While I was writing this out...
- I am only now realizing this in the rearview mirror, so to speak.We're trying to fix our marriage right now...we are having a marathon argument in emails...and I think around # 20 communication was actually and for the first time...achieved in our...
- My wife does not understand me at all.We went to the museum on Sunday. It was a flaming disaster because I counted on her to know when I was becoming overwhelmed.At the beginning, she saw me hiding behind the rest of the meetup group, and she got...
- I was really distressed today, and I thought I had lost my wallet. (It was in the car)I got massively triggered on Sunday-agoraphobia combined with some guy hectoring his toddler over something asinine in the paleontology exhibit.I was ok up until...
- http://www.maryellenmark.com/text/magazines/life/905W-000-024.htmlThat was printed in 1984. This when they were still teaching kids to be afraid of strangers...They still teach kids to be afraid of strangers.80 some-odd percent of kids are abused...
- Something I did managed to shake my faith in myself, and I was going to try to quarantine......But I'm lonely.It hurts.
- I have told my spouse to call me, every night, and 830 pm was the agreed-on time. We're both at work then.I am trying to not feel so lonely in the marriage...But this is a test, too.I told her to set an alarm on her phone, and she said sometimes...
- This is only minorly about incest...My wife and I have been sexually mismatched from the get go. She...um...had a sex change before we met. Male-to-female.She seems to have only a miniscule desire for sex....I didn't realize that. Nope, I didn't.I...
- Is something I read before, and I just find it...so stunning.http://www.danoah.com/2010/09/you-just-broke-your-child.htmlI guess because...my dad took the immense, boundless love I had for him...and wiped his butt with it, basically. If I was proud...
- Or maybe I'm just unscrambling them...Today she asked me when I was going to order the water heater..I told her I thought she was going to order it...Then after a little batting that back and forth, she said "You just want to submit to me, I think...
- My therapist still wants me to work with these kids in my head...but she does not think what I've got rises to the level of MPD.*Shrug*.I asked her then, why I was bothering my wife with these figments of my imagination...and she says she wants my...
- I don't think I am worth healing for, honestly. My wife thinks I'm not healed enough to be safe with a child...she's the person that knows me better than anyone.At 39 I am close to out of time. In 2 years the possibility of having a down's baby...
- So, I thought she was created to like the sex... and last night she came out and rambled at me in the car while I drove.(...Not much traffic, and after letting a different alt get behind the wheel and play I ain't doing that again...although I will...
- Lemme tell ya a little story....My best friend Lou (not Loum, another fellow...) and I met at the end of 2010 on a science forum, where I was having suicidality steaming out of my ears...He apparently liked me and did not want me to croak myself,...