crazy insecurity and mind this morning

I was down at chapel this morning, setting it up for services,

I had some time to be by myself and the

time just zoomed up the crazies within me - .

I thought about things that I wrote to my therapist last night.

I thought about how I definitely can think about things personally

but then there are things socially that I also have to consider.

Sorry this is really cryptic because I haven't shared what I wrote

to my therapist.

Anyways - considering these things with that framework while in services today -

I just kind of saw myself - how flighty I am at times -

how ambivalent - yet also I have some things to offer.

I just saw myself as imperfect - amongst other

imperfect beings. I got comfortable with that -

and I feel motivated to work.

Going to work today at 1pm - 6pm!